Does She Know? -- 9/23/09

Does she know that I'll always have your heart?
Does she know that you'll never love her the way you did me?
Does she know you're lying when you say she's the best you ever had?
Does she know that she's only around because I chose not to be?
Does it bother her that I'm still the number one love of your life?
Does she mind being in second place?
Does she know she'll never be me?
Because you know she'll never be me.
After all, you told me she'll never be me.
So I guess, she just can't be me.
Would it hurt her if she knew that when you say "I love you" before hanging up the telephone, it isn't meant the way she thinks its meant?
Would it hurt her if she knew that when she called and you "missed" her call, you were riding in my car?
Would it hurt her even more if she found out that when you claimed to be with your mother, you were actually with me?
Would that hurt her?
Did it bother her when she saw the both of us walking together?
With no one else, just you and I?
Would it hurt her if she knew that the one thing she feared we had done - we had done?
Would it hurt her if she found out you were lying when you denied it?
Would that hurt her?
Do you think she'd be upset if she knew you never stopped texting me when you claimed to?
Do you think she'd care if she knew that the only reason you stopped was because I hurt you to the point where you couldn't take it?
Do you think she knows that you don't devote half as much time to her than you once did with me?
Do you think she knows that if she even attempted to pull half the shit I pulled, she'd be gone before she even knew it?
Does it bother you knowing that everything I'm saying is true?
Does it bother you that I know you better than anyone else?
Quite possibly, better than you know yourself.
Does it bother you that I know when there's something wrong with you, before you even realized something's wrong in the first place?
Does it bother you that I'm speaking with confidence?
Does it bother you knowing that you'll never forget me?
Does it upset you that I've played a role in your life for years - & then i'm gone?
Does this bother you?
Tell me.
Does this bother you?